Sometimes I stand in the shower and think, ‘What on the freak am I doing here?’ I could be in a different place exploring the world right now, eating, doing, trying new things. I could probably make some real world changes or start a revolution. But instead I am here leading a mediocre life. Some people are made to do extraordinary things, but I think I am made to be just like any other person in this world. To fill the space and make those other talented people seem incredible. Does this make me, and many more like me, special?
There are so many things I want to write on this blog but I can only write one two lines before I go blank again.
Yesterday I came across this alleyway. It had a sharps disposal unit which I thought was a fantastic idea. If you can’t stop people from using drugs, at least provide facilities for people to properly dispose their syringes! A+ Melbourne.
Dinner yesterday. The quality of food at Lazy Moes was disappointing but I should not have expected anything extravagant there. Desserts at Desserts by Night. I loved my New York cheesecake.
I woke up with a relatively large patch of blood on my white sheets near my waist area. I’m not bleeding anywhere. Where is it coming from? Maybe I had a blood nose (but where are the dirty tissues?). Life is full of mysteries.
I need to learn to love myself more.
How was your day today?
I had to go to the city even though I don’t usually have uni on Wednesdays because of a group meeting. It went for almost two hours so I suppose it was worth the trip. After the meeting, I had lunch with D. He took me to Warra Warra and this was my first time there. It was a lovely restaurant and the food were incredible. I would go as far as saying that this is probably the best out of all the Korean restaurants I have ever been to.